loyalmissy's Blog
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HEY EVERYONE
4/11/08 1 CommentHEY GUYS IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE BEEN ON HERE.I HAD A ROUGH YEAR W/ MEDICAL ISSUES. MY GULLBLADDER AND APPENDIX WENT OUT AT THE SAME TIME. THEN I HAD MY 4 MISCARRIAGE WHICH REALLY SUCKS. BUT I'M BACK. BETTER THEN EVER MENTALLY AND PHISCALLY.I STILL CAN'T SPELL WORTH A CRAP SORRY.I'M GETTING BACK IN ROUTINE AT WORK AND STRATING TO GET BACK ON MY EXCERSISE REGAMINE AGAIN. I'M JUST LOVING LIFE.MY FAITH IS STRONGER THEN EVER NOW. MY LIL SIS HAD HER BABY DEC. 18TH. A LIL PRINCESS THAT I JUST ADORE.SHE IS MY WHOLE WORLD.I NEVER KNEW YOU COULD LOVE SOMEONE YOU JUST MEET SO MUCH.BUT I ADORE HER.SHE MAKES YOU JUST GIGGLE FOR NO REASON. I'VE ALWAYS CUT UP AND ACTED LIKE A BIG KID.BUT WHEN SHE'S AROUND.I BECOME LIKE 5 OR SOMETHING. BUT IT'S ALOT OF FUN.SHE'S SUCH A BLESSING .THE GREATEST THING I THINK IS SEEING YOURBABY SIS BECOME A MOTHER. THOSE SPECIAL MOMENT THEY SHARE TOGETHER WHEN NO ONE ELSE IS WATCHING.IT DIFFENTLY BRINGS TEARS TO YOUR EYES. IT'S MADE US CLOSER AS SISTER AND AS FRIENDS.I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE WELL TOO.I PROMISE I'LL BE ON MORE.I'M SO HAPPY FOR CRISS WITH THE NEW SHOW AND ALL. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY TICKETS AND MAKE MY TRIP TO SEE IT. IT'S GONNA ROCK .
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
1/4/08 0 CommentsLIFE IS SO GREAT. YOU GOTTA LOVE IT!
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THANKS YOU GUYS!!
9/17/07 0 CommentsHEY GUYS! I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE ALL GOOD AND WELL.I'VE GOTTEN BETTER FINALLY.THANKS GUYS FOR ALL YOUR COMMENTS AND SUPPORT. I'VE JUST BEEN DOWN. I HAD A RUFF YEAR IT SEEMS. FIRST MY MOM THAT BREAKS MY HEART EVERYDAY. I LOVE HER SO MUCH BUT CAN'T HELP HER.WHICH KILLS ME.THEN MY BELOVED CAT SKATER GOT HIT BY A CAR. IT'S STILL HARD.THEN I GOT REAL SICK . NOW AS OF SUNDAY MY BIG FAMILY IS SHORT ONE MORE. MY BIG BOY .MY GARFEILD!!A BEUTIFUL TABBY CAT WHO WON MY HEART FROM THE VERY FIRST MOMENT I LAYED EYES ON HIM HAS PASSED AWAY. MY HEART ACHES SO MUCH. IT FEELS AS THOUGH IT WILL BURST.SUNDAY I NOTICED A CHANGE IN HIM. HE USUALLY COMES TO ME WHEN HE'S SICK AND IS REAL NEEDY.BUT WHEN I SAW HIM HE HAD THIS REALLY SPACED OUT LOOK ON HIS FACE.HE WOULD LET OUT THIS CRY THAT KILLED ME CAUSE I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HELP HIM. SO WE PACKED HIM UP IN THE CAR AND TOOK HIM TO THE PET EMERGENCY ROOM IN MY HOMETOWN. HE WENT DOWN FAST AND THEY TOOK BLOOD AND FOUND OUT IT WAS LEUKEMA.THE VET SAID HE HAD GOTTEN INTO SOMETHING OUTSIDE AND BECAUSE OF THE LEUKIMA HE COULDN'T FIGHT THE INFECTION OFF.HE WOULD PROBABLY DIE IN PAIN. SO ME AND MARK TALK LONG AND HARD.WE DECIDED TO PUT HIM DOWN.WE WERE ALLOWED TO HOLD HIM WHILETHIS TOOK PLCE TO BE WITH HIM WHILE HE DIED.SO HE WOULDN'T DIE ALONE.HE JUST STARE IN MY EYES THE WHOLE TIME WHILE I HELD HIM AND TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM.THEN HE DRIFTED OFF TO SLEEP. WE JUST HELD HIM FOR THE LONGEST TIME.IT WAS THE SINGLE HARDEST THING I'VEEVER HAD TO DO.I LOVE MY ANIMALS. I HAVE STEPSON BUT NOKIDS OF MY OWN. SO MY ANIMALS ARE MY BABIES MY CHILDREN.IT SO HARD TO LET THEM GO.IT MAKES YOU FEEL SO BAD LIKE YOU DIDN'T TAKE GOOD ENOUGH CARE OF THEM.I'M SO GLAD I WAS THERE TO HOLD HIM ATLEAST HE DIDN'T DIE ALONE.I'M SO DOWN.I JUST HOLD CUDDLES MY DOG AND OREO MY REMAINING CAT.JUST LOVE THEM.THANK GOD THERE HERE AND SAFE.I HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND WHERE I'M COMING FROM. I KNOW CRISS WILL HE FEELS THE SAME WAY FOR HAMMIE I'M SURE.BUT GUYS I'M NOT CRAZY. I JUST HAVE A BIG HEART FOR MY ANIMALS. HE WAS MY BIG GUY.HE MEANT THE WORLD TO MY FAMILY.I HAVEN'T TOLD MY YOUNGEST STEP SON YET. HE'S WEEKEND IS THIS WEEKEND. I KNOW HE'LL TAKE IT HARD. SO I'M NERVOUS. BUT I KNOW GOD HAS A GREATER PLAN. HE PUTS PEOPLE AND ANIMALS IN OUR LIFE FOR A REASON.EVEN THOUGH WE MISS HIM. HE'S IN A FAR BETTER PLACE THEN WE ARE.I KNOW IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME BUT I'M JUST SO SAD RIGHT NOW.BUT I LOVE YOU GUYS. THANKS FOR YA'LL COMMENTS.I GOTTA GO LAY MY HEAD DOWN. I NEED SOMEALONE TIME I GUESS.LOTS OF LOYAL LOVE TO YOU GUYS.GOODNIGHT.
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hello out there!
9/10/07 2 Commentshey all.i'm sorry i haven't been on here in a while.i've been alittle down lately.i got like a flu thing closer to a viral infection. i've been in bed for days.atleast today i feel alittle better.then i have all this worries about my mom. it kills me that we can't do anything to help her.she's so afraid you can tell.all i can do is love her. but i'm so afraid i'll get that phone call one day you know.well anyway i don't want to bring anyone else to my depression mood. so to cheer everyone up here's another video. hope you like.
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happy labor day weekend everyone!!
9/2/07 2 Commentshey guys.i hope everyones labor day weekends is as fun as mine has been.last night i got to go to a festival in a neighboring town.we usually go every year. it's the only time we can get alligator on a stick. i know it sounds gross .but it's fried up like chicken it's really juicy.well usually that's the only reason i want to go. but this year was diffrent because one of my favorite bands.the molly ringwalds the greatest 80's cover band played last night. we stayed till late last night to watch them. it was worth it.i got a t-shirt. they were signing autographs after the show. it was awesome. i know this is bad but the whole time they were talking about autographs . i was wondering what it will feel like when i finally meet criss.i can't wait for that day.i know that's sad but my mind always drift off to criss.anyway. i hope everyones having a great weekend. i know mine is wonderful it hasn't ended yet. i can hardly believe a three day weekend to spend w/ mark. it's been so long since that's happened.well all my love guys.chat with ya guys later i hope.
all my loyal love,
loyalmissy
